I'm trying to keep my temper this morning. I'm effectively locked in, by a combination of Wales covid rules and the weather which has been almost constantly overcast and wet since September. My dog is my only companion and he is going stir-crazy as well. (want's to go out every 15 minutes, finds its horrible, comes back in , repeat from 9 am to 11 pm), my work has collapsed entirely, I'm going broke, and I'm seemly incapable of taking constructive action to do anything about it. Trying to evaluate courses of action in the current constantly changing condonations just leads to an even deeper sense of frustration. As soon as I try to get help / make progress the rules change and the help is withdrawn or the progress blocked.
I've been trying to support friends that are even more depressed than me and struggling with that. The blasted rats have invaded again - got rid of them a few months ago but there back. They've been a plague round here since they closed the local tip.
Just determined to hang on until this damn winter is over. Watched 'The Outlaw Josey Wales' last night - very therapeutic.