in other words: i see simulacra everywhere.
especially on the living room floor. it's made of marble chips, and whenever i'm in the living room my eyes - and mind - start roaming, seeing little faces everywhere. i know, it's in the nature of the material itslef, little pieces of different colours and shapes, and there's no way i am convinced the faces "are there": it's just tht i see them all the time, all over the place. i could go in two or three places of my living room right now and find two or three faces, i know where they are, they're so clear and evident. to me. one night i was trying to write and i just couldn't, i just had to keep finding new faces and then go back to the old ones.
they come in all styles, from realistic to manga to 1940's comics.
same with the doors in my house. they're made of frosted glass (if the term is correct), anyway that kind of opaque, not-see-through glass, you know. if i sit and look at one of those glasses for 30 secs i'll start seeing faces. one night i even spotted a jesus christ face - i was tempted to put my kitchen door on e-bay.
anyway: i remember hearing a psychiatrist saying that when you keep finding resemblances between familiar people and famous people that's a symptom of paranoia. i always see resemblances between people, and that's never worried me (come on, it's just an exercise for your mind, and it's fun), but this simulacra thing kind of got me worried. i'm telling you, it happens all the time.
any of you get that? should i be seriously worried?
especially on the living room floor. it's made of marble chips, and whenever i'm in the living room my eyes - and mind - start roaming, seeing little faces everywhere. i know, it's in the nature of the material itslef, little pieces of different colours and shapes, and there's no way i am convinced the faces "are there": it's just tht i see them all the time, all over the place. i could go in two or three places of my living room right now and find two or three faces, i know where they are, they're so clear and evident. to me. one night i was trying to write and i just couldn't, i just had to keep finding new faces and then go back to the old ones.
they come in all styles, from realistic to manga to 1940's comics.
same with the doors in my house. they're made of frosted glass (if the term is correct), anyway that kind of opaque, not-see-through glass, you know. if i sit and look at one of those glasses for 30 secs i'll start seeing faces. one night i even spotted a jesus christ face - i was tempted to put my kitchen door on e-bay.
anyway: i remember hearing a psychiatrist saying that when you keep finding resemblances between familiar people and famous people that's a symptom of paranoia. i always see resemblances between people, and that's never worried me (come on, it's just an exercise for your mind, and it's fun), but this simulacra thing kind of got me worried. i'm telling you, it happens all the time.
any of you get that? should i be seriously worried?