My experience with closed eye seeing is a bit different. It started several years ago. I was intensively meditating and practicing astral projection listening to my favorite music. (At the time of the incident it was a song called son of the staves of time from therion) but it was a long 8 hours meditation session. I was actively trying to break the chains of Prometheus, Minerva or Karma. Depending on how you call them. I was alone in the room and I saw my hand and the room but I was sure that my eyes were closed. I moved my fingers to my eyes and touched my eyelids able to still see my fingertip. One of my teachers told me I succeeded in astral projection. I have my doubts, cause if I did I would supposedly be able to move on my astral body but I was trapped in my flesh. Since I am able to see auras easily at this state I theorize that instead of moving to my astral body I move to my ethereal body. During the exercise, I forcibly projected my field of vision behind a blue/green circle that I could see when meditating.
In that period I was trying the second exercise, to keep a clear mind and maintain meditation state constantly. When I succeeded in the second a most unwelcome occurrence happened. I could/can always see with my eyes closed. Even my doctor can't explain it. Apparently, I can see even when I physically hold my own eyelids down with my hand. This was quite annoying since for a period I could not sleep since I could not stop seeing. In order to fix that I did a self-hypnosis spell agreeing with my ethereal? body to close its eyes when I lower my hand in front of them in a gesture to close.
I even had a field of vision examination with both my eyes closed. Apparently is a two eyes field of vision rather than a 3rd eye field of vision, which reinforces my theory is an ethereal body rather than a third eye opening. nvm the fact that I can open or close them 1/4 actually...
For me now seeing with my eyes closed is normal. even typing this my eyes are closed, sometimes I cannot even tell.
Strange visual occurrences for me now, again during meditation, was when I was one time able to also open my astral? eyes. I could then see through 6 eyes making my brain unable to process the information and therefore my vision was split into 6. I don't remember the exercise I was doing when that happened so it only happened once.
Other times I am able to see through my hand, or through solid objects, but usually, I panic and it stops fast.
Other times I see the cellular structure of my eyelid? having seen through microscopes those are definitely cells.
Also, people tell me that my fortune telling is quite accurate... though since I don't like fortune telling I prefer to not practice it much. I do get visions of my future, that are frighteningly accurate, sometimes showing things that happen years later. Like seeing places I will be before I ever go there. Also, I dream of myself being a different gender, mostly the same woman each time but lately I seem to see dreams of me being another person too. I even dreamed of my present self as I am now going back and talking to me when I was 11 ( those are signs of 3rd eye awakening) However, I still can't do astral projection
. (those dreams are not lucid). also, I can see my own astral body from outside my body the few times I do project. Most annoying is that I can control everything in the dream, even destroyed the earth in one of them (I was falling and did not want the impact)... but I cannot control the actions of my own astral self. (who is btw an annoying d... that beats people up, gets into fights and does things I don't want him to do)
To be honest, I have no idea what to make of those experiences. I never was in an organized learning society for psychics so I can't really say of their significance. Am I awakened? are those kudalini powers? Did I fail and split my soul? (I remember that I once saw 2 copies of me in a dream at the same time) Or am I possessed and that is a ghost that lives inside me? The fact that I sometimes move against my will kind of reinforces that but it is also mentioned as kudalini awakening. I am trying to keep objective approach for those so I love experimenting with them. But because of that, I have no guidance or focus. Nevermind that this raises more questions than answers. Eg why do I see better with my glasses when my eyes are closed? makes no sense, my explanation is that in order to avoid causing me headaches (which really troubled me during high school) my ethereal self, learned to adjust its vision to match my normal eyesight (but this contradicts the awakening idea since it means I could always see like that ever before awakening provided I ever did that). Why do I need to see through my body if my mind can see without eyes? the fact that I sometimes see through walls reinforces the idea I can project my vision outside myself. (which is the current excersize I do)