If this story rings a bell or two amongst dedicated Forteans, it may be because it's now popped up in a few publications.
Just before Hallowe'en in 2016, I noticed The Guardian online asking for reader stories, under an article
'Have You Ever Seen A Ghost?'
https://www.theguardian.com/lifeand...-seen-a-ghost-share-your-story-this-halloween
On an otherwise slow day in work, I quickly polished an account I’d written a number of years earlier over lunchtime and sent it in without thinking too much about it. I had long since sworn off acknowledging the odd experiences of my younger days, so I'm not quite sure what moved me to do this.
Now, the Graun didn't just ask for a story, they asked a number of questions. Here's what was sent (redacted slightly here for personal details):
Submission to the Guardian, 31/10/2016:
Name: [Quercus]
Where do you live? Living in Hove, East Sussex at the time
Age, job, other info? [Never-you-mind]
When and where did your experience take place?
One night in December 2004 I was driving back to Brighton from my workplace near Lindfield in Sussex, a little after 11pm. I worked in a care home, and the hours were unsociable. It was a very cold night, the temperature hovering a little over freezing point – I’d had to use de-icer and scrape the frost from the windscreen after finishing my shift – and there was a stiff wind blowing. The journey took me along the B2112 from Wivelsfield through the village of Ditchling, and then a left turn onto Beacon Road before ascending the very steep, winding road known as Ditchling Bostall leading up to Ditchling Beacon, the tallest peak on the Sussex Downs.
I passed through the quiet village and, as the streetlights came to an end, flicked on my main beams and shifted into low gear to negotiate the tight bends which snaked their way up the hillside, trees reaching in from either side of the road to meet in the middle.
Who was there? Just myself, in the car.
Talk us through what happened.
As I made my way around the fourth turn on the ascent, about two-thirds of the way up the incline, my headlamps illuminated the back of a tall male figure, striding up the right hand side of the road and travelling in the same direction as me. High leather boots, a long, dark coat and a wide-brimmed hat were clearly picked out in the Ford Escort’s halogen main beams. My immediate impulse was to avoid hitting the unexpected walker, who I assumed to be a farmer, perhaps making his way home from one of the village pubs. High earthen banks and dense trees lined both sides of the road, and there was nowhere for a pedestrian to move out of the way of traffic.
As I steered around the walking figure, which hadn’t turned or acknowledged my presence in any way, it then occurred to me that maybe something was wrong, like his car had broken down in the village, and he could use a lift up such a punishingly steep hill on such a cold, wild night. I eased off the throttle, coming to a halt halfway between the two bends with my foot on the brake pedal, and lowered the driver’s window. The chill night air rushed into the cabin. I could clearly see the figure reflected in my door mirror, still striding up the side of the road towards me, and brightly lit by the Escort's brake lights. As he drew closer I cleared my throat and prepared to ask him if he needed a lift up the hill – and then I noticed one tiny detail.
The figure walking towards me, reflected in the mirror, had no face.
The hat, the coat, and even a scarf knotted at the throat were plain to see in the bright red brakelights - but where the face should have been was nothing but darkness. It wasn't in shadow from the hat, as the brakes were low down and lit the figure completely. It wasn’t a balaclava or any other face covering, as that would at least have shown an outline. Above the scarf and below the hat, there was simply nothing at all. Only a void.
How did it make you feel? And how do you feel, writing about it now?
My breath caught in my throat as a jolt of adrenaline hit me, and I grabbed at the gearstick, stomped on the accelerator and pulled away, fast. A primeval fear prickled at me as I hauled the car around the next bend and onwards, upwards towards the top of the peak, leaving my companion to the darkness and the clusters of bare branches.
I wound the window up, trying as I did so to rationalise what I'd seen, and attempting to guess whatever optical illusion had made me think that the long-coated traveller was faceless. But I couldn't come up with anything. The image of the figure, with every crease of the coat and twist of the scarf picked out by the high-intensity brakelights, was burned into my memory – and the awful, indisputable nothingness up top.
Cresting the top of the hill, I hammered along the open road, twisting across the open moorland towards Brighton and home, my mind still churning. Then it struck me that there was nowhere up here for anyone to be walking to - there were no houses, or barns, or anything at all up here. Just miles and miles of wind-blasted heathland and stunted trees, until the road met up with the A27 near Coldean. I saw no other cars, either moving or parked, all the way along. And, even with the heater turned up full blast, the inside of my car felt like an industrial freezer all the way home to Hove.
I didn't sleep well that night, even with several hot water bottles in the bed with me. I just couldn't seem to get the chill out of me. After that, I started going the long way home, along the A23. There may have been a perfectly plausible explanation for what I saw, or thought I saw – but I didn’t fancy trying my luck again.
Even now, nearly twelve years on, the rising feeling of horror as I recall the steady footsteps of the figure with no face coming toward me hasn't evaporated.
How do other people react when you tell them? Why do you think they react like that?
Well, I don't really tell anyone. Those I have mentioned it to - family and close friends - tend to be curious, but mostly incredulous. Most people try, as I did, to rationalise it - to tell me that I was mistaken; it was a trick of the light; I was tired after a long shift; that it was someone playing a prank. I accept that all these might be reasonable explanations, but none of them square with what I saw - and the feelings it caused in me, of intense fear and a chill that would not leave me.
I don't expect to be believed whenever I choose to share this story, and I accept that there is always a high level of ridicule levelled at people who claim they've had a brush with something inexplicable - especially below the line at the Guardian website, where any admission of an 'odd occurrence' is generally met with accusations of downright untruthfulness, undiagnosed mental illness, or extreme gullibility.
I'm not really a sensationalist nor a publicity-seeker, and I do feel that television 'ghost hunters' have done much harm in the public opinion through outright deception and gross exaggeration. I do think that the possibility of the human spirit continuing outside of death is a conversation worth having, but so often the dominant 'sceptical' line shuts down all discussion of the matter, reducing it to a classical scientific view which denies all possibility of such a thing - even while science is facing up to many gaps in its knowledge.
I do have other friends with their own 'ghost stories' of inexplicable events - and these are educated people in high-profile careers, many of them scientists and engineers. It seems that the credibility of the individual is the key to belief, not the facts of the story as presented. But because members of the public are merely members of the public, their credibility cannot be verified and is much more easy to dismiss in sneering tones. I would never claim indisputable proof of the paranormal based on my experiences, but they have been numerous enough to give me pause for thought.
Did your experience change your opinion on the supernatural?
Not really. I first experienced what I can only describe as a ghost when I was four - a 'black and white lady' walked past me into a hotel room where we were staying, carrying a tin bath of laundry, and promptly disappeared. Over the years a number of strange things happened to me, from working in a shop where I would be pelted with objects in an upstairs stockroom (no other members of staff would venture in there); to items vanishing in my home only to then reappear, sometimes months later, in the middle of a room; and I was even once struck hard and shoved by an invisible presence in a public toilet, having been followed by strange footsteps for half a mile. This continued throughout my childhood and adolescence, tailing off when I was in my mid-20s. The occasion at Ditchling was probably the last time I ever saw something strange, which is why it sticks in my mind.
Why do you think you saw a ghost? Are you more open to the possibility that they exist?
I don't know why I saw this, or really what it might have been.
There was always something of a history of 'oddness' in my family - dead relations would be seen, heard talking and sighing, and their perfume and aftershave smelled in the weeks and months after their deaths. I don't know if there is such a thing as family sensitivity, but my aunt continued to experience similar sightings and objects moving, and dreams that foretold the deaths of friends and neighbours which worried her greatly as they often came true within days.
Please share any other information:
I don't know whether the Guardian is canvassing for stories to be held up for public ridicule, or whether it's genuine in a desire for unusual tales. I have reservations about sending this in, but I've decided to do so anyway.
It's not something I usually ever speak of unasked, although I have spoken to a few 'outsiders' about my experiences - journalist Will Storr contacted me and included an odd event which took place while I was conducting a school trip to Michelham Priory in his book 'Will Storr vs The Supernatural'.
So, that was the full submission. Here's what the Guardian published:
‘I don’t expect to be believed whenever I choose to share this story’ – [Quercus], Hove
One night in December 2004 I was driving back to Brighton from my workplace near Lindfield in Sussex, a little after 11pm. I worked in a care home, and the hours were unsociable. The journey took me along the B2112 from Wivelsfield through the village of Ditchling, and then a left turn onto Beacon Road before ascending the very steep, winding road known as Ditchling Bostall leading up to Ditchling Beacon, the tallest peak on the Sussex Downs.
I passed through the quiet village and, as the streetlights came to an end, flicked on my main beams and shifted into low gear to negotiate the tight bends which snaked their way up the hillside, trees reaching in from either side of the road to meet in the middle.
As I made my way around the fourth turn on the ascent, about two-thirds of the way up the incline, my headlamps illuminated the back of a tall male figure, striding up the right hand side of the road and travelling in the same direction as me. High leather boots, a long, dark coat and a wide-brimmed hat were clearly picked out in the Ford Escort’s halogen main beams. My immediate impulse was to avoid hitting the unexpected walker, who I assumed to be a farmer, perhaps making his way home from one of the village pubs. High earthen banks and dense trees lined both sides of the road, and there was nowhere for a pedestrian to move out of the way of traffic.
It occurred to me that maybe something was wrong, like his car had broken down in the village and he could use a lift up such a punishingly steep hill on such a cold night. I eased off the throttle, coming to a halt halfway between the two bends with my foot on the brake pedal, and lowered the driver’s window. I could clearly see the figure reflected in my door mirror, still striding up the side of the road towards me, and brightly lit by the brake lights. As he drew closer I cleared my throat and prepared to ask him if he needed a lift up the hill and then I noticed one tiny detail: it had no face.
The hat, the coat, and even a scarf knotted at the throat were plain to see in the bright red brake lights but where the face should have been was nothing but darkness. It wasn’t in shadow from the hat, as the brakes were low down and lit the figure completely. It wasn’t a balaclava or any other face covering, as that would at least have shown an outline. Above the scarf and below the hat, there was simply nothing at all.
I tried to rationalise what I’d seen, but I couldn’t come up with anything. I don’t expect to be believed whenever I choose to share this story, and I accept that there is always a high level of ridicule levelled at people who claim they’ve had a brush with something inexplicable.
https://www.theguardian.com/lifeand...faceless-man-nine-ghost-stories-for-halloween
In fairness, it was presented pretty much as I'd written it, with edits for space more than anything else.
So that, it appeared, was that.
There were a few below-the-line comments from people asking what happened next, and I basically repeated the same line that I'd included in my submission; I'd got scared, driven off, and couldn't warm up for some reason.