JimELUCIER
Author of The Tarot Wheel / I Ching Oracle Wheel.
- Joined
- Apr 23, 2013
- Messages
- 368
- Location
- Canada
It all came ahead tonight, like so many other times before, I felt as if I had to get away from talking with a woman. First of all, I'm not gay, or bi-sexual, and feelings I got tonight feel as if they are some kind of subconscious instruction, message, or suggestion. I felt like I am not supposed to be trying to get to know here. Like I was getting too close to kind of forbidden love I am usually left feeling somewhat sad that the opportunity could not happen. Yet with a weird understand that I wasn't supposed to be with her. This has happened to me numerous times over the years. Along with these events I have recorded many, very vivid dreams of having sex with a weird Being. Only once could I see its face, a Grey Alien. Many dreams of sleeping with something, or visiting something that is very powerful. In the dreams the Being keeps changing form. Sometimes a human, sometimes a ghost like figure, or a weird black machine that chases me down, and scans my body. Dreams of waking up in a bed full of grapes on their vines. The grapes hatch into babies I am not allowed to see. I've had many dreams of taking care of a large fetus like embryo. I will go into these further in later posts, or upon your request. I don't know people, maybe I'm an alien hybrid. Ha. Since I was kid, to the age of 30 I lived with my walls plastered with pictures of science fiction, ufo's and galaxies. I've seen many Ufo's in the skies in my life, and had at least two large chunks of my skin mysteriously missing. I feel I have to make sense of all this. Just not sure how.