catseye
Old lady trouser-smell with yesterday's knickers
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I dreamed last night about my dad, who died ten years ago (actually, almost to the day now I come to think of it). In my dream he was vaguely irritated with me, and I was telling him that I loved him.
As the dream went on I could see that he was starting to look younger and younger, and I kept telling him that I knew he was dead. And in the dream I 'knew' that this wasn't happening, that it couldn't be happening, and yet my brain didn't make that leap to lucid dreaming that it sometimes does when faced by impossible happenings. So I was in a curious limbo of knowing (in the dream) that it wasn't happening, but not knowing it was a dream.
Is there a name for this?
As the dream went on I could see that he was starting to look younger and younger, and I kept telling him that I knew he was dead. And in the dream I 'knew' that this wasn't happening, that it couldn't be happening, and yet my brain didn't make that leap to lucid dreaming that it sometimes does when faced by impossible happenings. So I was in a curious limbo of knowing (in the dream) that it wasn't happening, but not knowing it was a dream.
Is there a name for this?