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Irrational Childhood Terror

Sounds like 'Rainbow Rising' by Rainbow. It was recorded circa 1976 but I remember it from the early eighties.

One of the songs is called 'Stargazer', which is about building a tower of stone and a wizard who attempts to fly but, instead, falls. It's a powerful song, Ronnie James Dio was an amazing vocalist.

 
You never know what's going to hang around from childhood.
I used to whistle a little tune when doing something, as far as I knew it was just something I'd made up.
The Man From U..N.C.L.E had a repeat viewing maybe 5 years ago , I would guess I hadn't seen it since the early 70's.
My little tune was a piece of incidental music, note for note.
 
Go figure. I never knew that.
For years I thought it was All By Myself by Eric Carmen.
 
Sounds like 'Rainbow Rising' by Rainbow. It was recorded circa 1976 but I remember it from the early eighties.

One of the songs is called 'Stargazer', which is about building a tower of stone and a wizard who attempts to fly but, instead, falls. It's a powerful song, Ronnie James Dio was an amazing vocalist.

You'll hate me, but these day I find 'Rainbow' overblown and cliche'd. Ah, Lemmy, there you are...
 
I like Since Youve Been Gone
I have another irrational fear that has travelled thro my childhood up to now, and it is stupid, but i cant help it, if the toilet floods it terrifies me, if i walk into a bathroom and the sink is flooded, same with a bath, same reaction, I must admit the one regards the bath and the sink have calmed a lot, but the toilet, no, I therefore suspect, that in another life, i was a goldfish
 
I like Since Youve Been Gone
I have another irrational fear that has travelled thro my childhood up to now, and it is stupid, but i cant help it, if the toilet floods it terrifies me, if i walk into a bathroom and the sink is flooded, same with a bath, same reaction, I must admit the one regards the bath and the sink have calmed a lot, but the toilet, no, I therefore suspect, that in another life, i was a goldfish
Might be a disgust sensitivity thing. Some of us are more prone to that than others.

"Disgust sensitivity is defined as a predisposition to experiencing disgust, which can be measured on the basis of the Disgust Scale and its German version, the Questionnaire for the Assessment of Disgust Sensitivity (QADS)."

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disgust

It's associated with other things like "orderliness" for example.
 
It feels more like a fear of flooding, its not about disgust of poo or pee, its the whole suddenly full, maybe a fear of drowning, tis weird, i wouldnt even go to those toilets that are part full naturally
 
When that album came out it had a reputation for getting people, y'know, together. For some reason it was THE record to have sex to.

So I hear.
My favourite album at the time. Had it on tape.
 
i wouldnt even go to those toilets that are part full naturally
isnt that them all ?

reminds me of a realisation i had a few years back, not rooted in fear or trauma though ... on-street drainage grids in the uk ... to me as an adult "a grid" is an iron grate closing off a vertical shaft, but to me as a kid "the grid" was like the entrance to another dimension, the notion of "the grid" was the entire world that existed underground, anchored to the real world every 12 feet or so ... remembering the kids tragedy of "something fell down the grid" with no hope of ever seeing it again
 
I have something similar in adulthood. Only it's lonely country lanes and streets.
The persistent sense that 'down the road' out of sight exists something strange and otherworldly.
Then again, I went through a phase of believing I could change traffic lights with my mind so perhaps not the most reliable source.
Mind you, you can work out the timings if you are so minded.
Makes an impressive display on the bus when you point at them and they change.
 
cue demonstration of windscreen wiper telekinesis to a toddler in a car seat, assisted by the intermittent wipe setting on the stalk
The noise of the windscreen-wipers on my dad's first car (a Wolsey) gave me the creeps when I was little. Really hated it.
 
The noise of the windscreen-wipers on my dad's first car (a Wolsey) gave me the creeps when I was little. Really hated it.

We had a big dog who was so scared of the wipers that he'd catapult himself into back seat when they moved. Handy if he wouldn't give up the shotgun position but could be painful for anyone sitting behind the driver.
 
We had a big dog who was so scared of the wipers that he'd catapult himself into back seat when they moved. Handy if he wouldn't give up the shotgun position but could be painful for anyone sitting behind the driver.
High frequencies maybe? I could hear bats quite clearly when a child, until my mid-thirties I still could. Can't now, although my son can.
 
isnt that them all ?
reminds me of a realisation i had a few years back, not rooted in fear or trauma though ... on-street drainage grids in the uk ... to me as an adult "a grid" is an iron grate closing off a vertical shaft, but to me as a kid "the grid" was like the entrance to another dimension, the notion of "the grid" was the entire world that existed underground, anchored to the real world every 12 feet or so ... remembering the kids tragedy of "something fell down the grid" with no hope of ever seeing it again
No, in toilets there are two water levels
 
No, i noticed this more when i went to Canada and US, the water is further up the bowl than it tends to be here
 
When I was a child, the Scholastic Book Services would come into class every couple of months and hand out catalogs from which we could order books. One book that was in almost every catalog was Strangely Enough! by Carroll B. Colby. It was my introduction to such things as haunted houses, mysterious disappearances of human beings, spontaneous human combustion, Airships of 1897, etc. When you consider that at the time I was unaware that anyone anywhere had actually claimed to have even seen a ghost, you can imagine how it freaked me out.

Anyway, one of the freakier stories was called "The Man Who Fell Forever." It was about a sailor named Curley who loved high places and who often wondered how it would feel to fall from some dizzying height. Whenever they had shore leave, his fellow sailors would urge him to climb higher and higher obstacles. Finally, somewhere in South America, they came upon an rickety abandoned lighthouse. They bet that Curley couldn't reach the top of the decaying structure. Naturally he took up the challenge, and a neutral observer was sent up with him to witness his success or lack thereof.

Well, Curley (and his second) reached the balcony around the lamp area, but their voices didn't reach the others, who were playing cards far below. The second man said they might as well start down the rickety staircase. But Curley suddenly yelled "I know a quicker way!" and jumped over the railing.

The second man ran to the edge, but there was no sign of Curley down below, and the sailors still serenely played cards. When the witness finally picked his way down, his fellows denied that Curley had landed (he should have dropped right amongst them). The sailors searched the buildings, the grounds, the dunes, the beach, and the edge of the ocean, but Curley was never seen again. He had disappeared on the way down.

And, of course this story was 100% TRUE!

I wonder if the opening poster heard some version of this story as a kid. When I were lad, kids told stories to each other on the playground and at Grandma's house all the time, including tales adapted from Colby, because a) there was no Internet, b) there were no computer games, and c) almost every schoolchild I knew had access to this book in particular and stole from it.

It stood out to me, at least, more than any other "falling" story would, because it was one thing to know that if you fell you'd hit the earth and probably die -- that was an unfortunate fact of life -- but to fall and just keep falling -- that was pretty freaky.

The newspaper strip L'il Abner around the same era didn't help. There was a "Bottomless Canyon" near Dawgpatch, and Abner was explaining to a city-slicker (who was paranoid about falling in and leaving a bloody mess) that he didn't have to worry about hitting. "You'd jes' fall and fall, until you died, and after your body shriveled and dried out, you'd jes' float, like a dead leaf." :eek:
 
High frequencies maybe? I could hear bats quite clearly when a child, until my mid-thirties I still could. Can't now, although my son can.

My brother and his wife keep taking on abandoned dogs from abroad and as they're mainly quite poorly socialised there's a lot of barking. I bought him one of those sound-activated high-pitched beeper gadgets to help with it. When he tried it, his teenage stepson decided the TV was faulty and making weird noises and refused to sit in the lounge any more. Result!
 
I can relate to what you're saying but can't offer an explanation as to what did or did not happen that day. It may have been that nothing very much happened but on the way home you maybe recalled the story and being on your own, you maybe freaked yourself out a little.

I have a similar feeling about a recurring nightmare (not a waking story or event). I had the nightmare lots when I was about 9 or 10 - usually when I was anxious, ill or feverish. It was a row of 10 shiny new red doors, each with a gold number on the front (1-10). There ware pennies or teardrops of water suspended in the air alternatively in front of each one. Whichever one I passed through took me into a a rubbish tip and I was propelled forward. At this point the dream became an animation and all the perspective and depth in the dream seemed like cardboard cutouts. It was like the Ken Burns effect on image slideshows. Suddenly an enormous spaceship (kind of saucer shaped, maybe Millenium Falcom shaped) would break up through the rubbish and ascend into the heavens. Even thinking about it now some 30 years later, I get a knot in my stomach.

EDIT: The animation aspect actually reminded me of the cartoon Ulysses 31 and I just searched on youtube for it. Check this out at 0:25 secs.

I have a similar story, as a 7-8 year old I had this terrifyingly frightening dream involving alien beings who came and took over the earth. For some reason this dream was the most terrifying I had ever had in my life.
I can remember the dream like it was yesterday, and this is just not like most dreams.
In the dream the earth was being invaded by a race of beings who looked just like Emperor Ming from the Flash Gordon movie of 1980.
They invaded the earth in what appeared to be giant shark shaped ships.
The creepiest part of the dream was that there was what appeared to be Martial Law inacted and I didn't even know what Martial Law was as a 7-8 year old kid.
This Martial Law carried something of a horrible consequence if you defied it.
If you defied it you were considered a rebel and the punishment was an extreme form of torture punishment.
You were shot with an energy weapon that melted away your flesh and condensed you to a throbbing naked brain suspended head high in an energy field.
As a throbbing suspended brain you could still scream for some reason and the folks who were caught and killed would scream in agonizing pain as they died what was called the most sadistic painful death in the universe.
The Emperor Ming type leader boasted that the reason this death was so horrible was because time was slowed down for the tortured individual and they lived what one would consider a hundred years in aganizing pain while to those standing in their presence would see someone die over the course of five or six seconds.
On the side of good were the characters from the Saturday morning Godzilla cartoon that ran at the time.
In this cartoon Godzilla was kind of the good guy who would be summoned by a remote control button contraption, Godzilla would come and save the characters from whatever menace was attacking them.
This was the same in my dream.
We were trying to invoke Godzilla to come and save us, but in my dream he never came.
When I awoke I looked out my bedroom window and saw a shark shaped cloud in the sky that looked just like the space ships from my dream.
Terror absolutely enveloped me upon seeing that cloud.
 
I remember Colby's book, as well as the Frank Edwards Stranger Than ... books, that I regularly purchased through SBS at school. Those were arguably my first proactive forays into Forteana.

As to the 'eternal falling' theme or trope ...

There was an old 'Golden Age' (or possibly an even earlier proto-SF) science fiction short story entitled (as I recall ... ) He Who Fell. I first read it in the early 1960's within a science fiction collection / compendium (possibly one of the many compiled by Groff Conklin). It can be described as The Incredible Shrinking Man with the shrinking extended endlessly (and with a mind-blowing twist). A cosmic version of the eternal falling ...

Surprisingly, I can't locate any mention of this story at ISFDB or anywhere else. I'm not misremembering the title or theme - it's cited in an online review (apparently for some book other than the one intended) at GoodReads:

http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/8168309-the-ultimate-science-fiction-collection
 
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