cookie192 said:
Within about ten minutes I started to feel a bit queasy and light headed but thought nothing too much of it. I walked over to a clearing where someone had at some time had a camp fire and there was a small statue of a Budha set on the ground, candles
and lots of strange hangings made from twiggs, leaves and bird feathers hung from a tree. A thought crossed my mind that this place that is ancient and obviously has been / or is sacred to some people had been defiled in some way. At that point I was overcome by a terrible feeling of dread and had to cling to the nearest tree to stay standing. I felt an intense feeling of being drained of all my energy and started to shake all over uncontrollably. I called to my other half to come over who was over the other side of the cirlce and said for him to get me away from here right now! He had to physically hold me up as I my legs had gone to jelly. As we moved away from the site I began to feel better by degrees and by the time I was at my car apart from being a bit shaken still, I was my normal self again. I was left with a feeling of sadness about the place and wondered if anyone else had experienced any overpowering feelings at this particular site? I am quite a sensitive person when it comes to relating to people and their emotions, but this was the firts time a place has ever had such a strange effect on me.
I find it interesting you had this reaction to Nine Ladies. I've visited the place quite a few times over the years, and i've never experienced a feeling like you describe at the place. if anything, I tend to get the opposite kind of vibe from it; I find it quite an uplifting, happy kind of place.
I have experienced similar feelings to what you describe in other places, which I have described in detail on this message board, but never on Stanton Moor. However, a couple of miles from Nine Ladies, across a small road there is another small Stone Circle alled Doll Tor. I've always found it to be a very oppressive, creepy place, even in broad daylight. I've been down there late at night too (not recommended), and it's pretty freaky. I wouldn't describe it as sense of overwhelming dread, or sadness as much as an insidious, unnerving feeling of malevolence, nothing I could really out my finger on, but the feeling is just there, in the background, if you know what I mean. It doesn't help that it's just inside a wood of tall pine trees, with a big stone wall blocking the view. It's a very oppressive place.
The amount of crap at Nine Ladies is depressing. There were some signs put up a few years ago saying that camping was tolerated as long as people respected the place, took their rubbish home with them, and only lit campfires on the metal sheets that somebody had left dotted around the place for that purpose. I don't kow who was responsible for the notices or the metal sheets. I've a hunch that it was friends of Nine Ladies. I'm going to stick my neck out and say that I have camped up there, with my partner. We did light a fire, but it was on the metal sheet they provided, and we certainly didn't tear wood off any trees to make the fire; there's no need, there's plenty of dead wood lying around, and green wood doesn't burn very well, and we certainly did respect the place, and take our litter home. I can honestly say we were the only people there that night with any respect for the place. It wasn't the nice camping we hoped for. Pissheads staggering about, tearing chunks of wood off the trees, shining torches at us, playing crap music at full volume etc. I wasn't a happy camper at all. There were empty cans and bottles everywhere the next morning.
I don't know if the problem is the eco-warriors, although I'm no fan of them either. I personnally don't have a problem with people camping out up there, having a drink, a smoke, whatever they fancy, but the point is they have to respect the place, for what is in itself, what it represents, for the environment and for the sake of everybody else who goes up there, whether it be to camp out or just to visit the place. As it is now, it's a disgrace.
In hindsght, I think the notices and metal sheets were a mistake, all be it a well intentioned one. It's a lovely idea to think you can camp out with your friends, or partners, or whoever at a site like Nine Ladies and everybody who goes there be of a similar attitude to yourself and respect the place. But the reality isn't like that; word gets around and it simply becomes the venue for a cheap piss up, and people simply "can't be arsed" to take their litter home, or worse, it simply doesn't occur to them, as seems to be the case at Nine Ladies. Plus those metal sheets are eyesore.
rant over.