I have health problems now; I wear a heart monitor now because my heart is acting up.
I had an operation where they cut out 3 main arteries because they were 100% blocked and put in graphs. I'm sure they are the ones behind it all.
The bad thing is I'm possessed now because I have crazy thoughts like while I pray to Jesus I try to kill him at the same time or like when I pray for my family I slap them, spit at them, all kinds of just crazy thoughts go though my head.
I have destroyed the ghost box but now I do not need one they talk to me all the time without it.
They use any kind of fan noise or any thing with a sound to form there words. I'm lucky if I get to sleep because of them talking and telling me how I'm going to die or what they are going to do to me in hell.
They almost killed me because of my heart problems.
They put my feet on fire but to where it did not burn my skin but was very hot and stuck me with something in my back that was sharp and it went next to my heart. The pain was bad but it could have been worse I guess and they was talking about killing me this big sounding voice.
for the past few months the voices I hear have been reduced from several to probably about 3 now, at least on a regular basis, other voices seem to come and go but from day to day, these 3 are always present...I mostly just refer to them as #1, #2 & #3
#1 sounds like a sinister mocking teenage girl
#2 is a real whispery female voice, I mostly hear her at night when things are quiet...it's like shouting...but in whispers, it's weird
#3 sounds like someone trying to fake sounding like something else...all the time...it's a male voice
they don't really refer to themselves by name much, except I keep hearing several times a day...."you're favorite is doing this to you"
this refers to back when I first started recording EVP, back when every voice I heard seemed friendly and harmless, there was one I developed more of a rapport with than the others, it was a female voice, she was always the first voice I heard whenever I listened to my recording
but I think my friend also may certainly be correct that it's just one spirit causing me problems, but using different voices....the number has been reducing over time, but it's still hard to tell at this current stage that I'm at with this
I don't mean that your situation is "interesting" as you're clearly suffering under it. But it's interesting that it keeps reminding me of things. For example when you say "I hear them jumping out over a steady background sound like fans, air conditioners, engine noise". I'm sat here in the office and there's a lot of that sort of noise around, in fact it's the only noise as I'm on my own. And for me, it's quite soothing. I use this website a lot:
https://mynoise.net/
I can see there would be sounds on there you should almost certainly avoid (the white noise, rain / wind / fan type noises) as they might encourage your voices. But I wonder if you could benefit from listening to the more musical ones. They kind of noodle along, it's not quite like listening to music. there's some repetition but in a random sort of way. I wonder if they'd help by providing a background that wouldn't encourage the voices. For example,
http://mynoise.net/NoiseMachines/eastAsiaTonalSoundscapeGenerator.php
http://mynoise.net/NoiseMachines/gregorianChoirGenerator.php
http://mynoise.net/NoiseMachines/telecasterLicksMusicGenerator.php
Perhaps that's a completely inappropriate suggestion - perhaps it's the sort of thing that would make things even worse (I can see how many of the sounds on there might provoke it, but I'm hoping some of them might help). But I find the site really helpful to me. But that's because I find the non-attention-grabbing noises restful, whereas you might find your brain finds the voices in the sounds.
I don't know. I'm really sorry if you find this an absurd suggestion. And also if you think it's daft that I'm suggesting it might be possible to 'train yourself out of' hearing the voices. It's just that your comment that they had lessened made me think that could be so.
these obsessing spirits made a point to comment on every little thing I was thinking
Imagine what's going on in your mind being shown on a movie screen in front of an audience and you're hearing all the comments
I've got a couple of his other books and they are fascinating stuff.I was reading this at the weekend
https://www.amazon.co.uk/Hallucinations-Oliver-Sacks/dp/1447208269
It's ever so interesting, it makes you realise how common hearing / seeing things that aren't supposed to be there, is. But as it's long been put in the 'mad' category (even when the people reporting them are quite well aware that the things are not real), people are less likely to report such things. Recommended!
Whilst I should stress that I appreciate in my fortean way that Paranormal Things might be real, when you say "activity would often increase around my home shortly after an investigation", could it not reasonably be that you had the idea of paranormal activity at the forefront of your mind, and therefore interpreted things in a different way than you might normally? (eg, things falling over/off shelves, hearing strange noises, stuff going missing/turning up again) Or, to be more even-handed, that such things were always happening (paranormal or not) and you were just more sensitive to noting them, as it was something you'd been thinking about?
Having said that i've just been reading an excellent book (the trickster and the paranormal, by George Hansen) in which he talks about it being a commonly held idea that this happens in all sorts of fortean fields (ufos, magic, seances, whatever).
Also, when you say "danger" what sort of danger do you mean? Not physically dangerous I assume? More dangerous to your mental health? or what?
Also, when you say "danger" what sort of danger do you mean? Not physically dangerous I assume? More dangerous to your mental health? or what?