Studying for finals of Grumpy Old Lady degree.
- Dec 23, 2018
- In the enchanted library.
It's not that it's too painful, telling the story doesn't bring on the rawness of the emotions. It's when they catch you unawares, obviously something in my surroundings has made a neural pathway light up and I'll be right back there. It passes fairly quickly though. I'm pretty sure that's the same for everybody whose been through a bad time but otherwise are coping fine.I would love to read more about this, if it is not too painful for you. In retrospect, I think that some very difficult situations I was in were opportunities to experience peeks into the spirit world (I know this sounds batshit, but still....), especially when people I loved were dying. It is the most reasonable explanation that accounts for the actual experiences.
I know what you mean about sounding batshit but that is what it feels like, a peek through the curtain. The coincidences were pretty powerful to me but I can see other people reading about them may think I'm making something out of nothing, a dash of wishful thinking or something.
Anyway the reason I'd not finished the account is because I'd not got around to it/keep forgetting but now I know someone is interested it might spur me on.