our good friend replied. this is what he had to say....
Greetings Lee
i appreciate The issue of the victim's family seldom crosses my mind, to be honest, but
it is less of a problem in the sense that they are trying to forget the
shame of a public trial that revealed their son' s homosexuality to the
audience !! This seemed to be more of a problem to them (they are devout
xians) than the fact that i murdered him ! They even asked for the trial to
be held in camera, which was denied by the judge..
The only times when i give my opinion on my case in the website is in the
past interviews, and i don't think it is a matter of being proud of what
i've done or not, it is just to give as many details as possible on my case,
and how it feels to live it from the inside.. Many people are shocked
because i do not try to sound repentant, but it is the way i am now in
2002... Maybe i will change in 10 years, only fools never change, but right
now this is the way i feel on what happened in my life 8 years ago..
Technically speaking, the shrinks would tell you that i am devoid
(incapable) of empathy, so this is why i don't express regrets over what has
happened.. Many people mistake it for provocation or lack of morals, but it
really is a medical condition, even if i try hard i don't feel those
things... Anyways this is hard to explain, it is a very complex situation..
take care
Nico