Hi Rosebud - sorry for the delay. I'd done your reading, then lost the notes, spent most of the day searching for them (thinking it might confuse the readings to do another) but the notes have disappeared without a trace. I can't imagine where.
Finally I decided I was meant to re-read your question, so, at last, here it is.
The order of your cards is as follows: 1. the ten of cups reversed, 2. page of swords, 3. two of pentacles, 4. the moon, 5. two of cups reversed, 6. the high priestess reversed, 7. the sun reversed, 8. five of wands reversed, 9. kight of pentacles reversed, 10. the king of wands.
First, both times I did your reading, I had a strong sense of a cozy little house, a snug and attractive place that was very comforting. I'm not sure if this has any meaning to you, if it's a reflection of where you live, or where you'd like to live, or of your personality, but it was particularly strong image/feeling.
Because of that I was expecting to see more of a happy home and romantic life in your reading, but instead, it looks as if you were crossed in love, or seriously let down by someone, at the very least. The first card down is the wish card reversed - at the heart of the matter is a wish that did not come true. In this reading (and the previous one, IIRC) the crossing cards were pages - so I suspect a younger person, unmarried, is the one who let you down. The two of pentacles is at the basis of the issue, generally a card to do with balance of material goods, but as Peni mentioned upthread, can also have to do with balance in other ways, too.
I'm going to interpret this thus: before this person caused upset in your life, things were going well, you were feeling balanced materially and spiritually, etc. Then the moon card comes into it. The moon card's motto is "things are not what they seem." There is deception here, seduction, trickery. Something you likely didn't see coming, because it was intentionally hidden from you. I have the sense that you may have taken a financial loss due to this person.
The crowning card (something that will influence your future) is the two of cups reversed - a disruption between lovers. If there is a romantic relationship you are concerned about, this is unfortunately not a good sign. Then again, if there's a romantic partner who isn't good for you, perhaps it's better if you were rid of them after all. The card of the future is the high priestess reversed. To me, this an outcome of the disruption indicated in the previous cards. Feeling tired and drained, out of touch with the things that make life happy and meaningful.
The card in the "self' position is the sun reversed, the meaning of which is important here, IMO, because while it does indicate feeling low and depressed, it isn't a negative or hopeless card. It tells you that joy and happiness are still available to you - you just feel shut off from those feelings at the moment. Be gentle with yourself at this time. If a wrong has been done, you may be impatient to fix it. If there is a person you wish would behave better or make things right, waiting for such a thing to happen may only make you feel worse.
Your final card is the king of wands, and he strikes me as a particularly nice and trustworthy fellow in this reading. An intellectual person, a creative type, whether he's a musician, academic or lawyer. Blonde or red hair, over 35. I believe he is someone who is going to help you deal with these issues and help you move on. You may already know him, but I have the feeling you will meet him in the near future.
In the first reading, the final card was strength. This is a good sign, too. You may have to give yourself time to gather this strength, but if you are careful and look after your own interests, the reserve of strength will be there when you need it.
I hope this gives you some guidance. It is does seem a bit like Monstrosa's reading, but there is much more sense of romantic feelings in this one. If your issue has more to do with injustice in an ethical and legal sense rather than love, then maybe Monstrosa's reading really was meant for you or vice versa. (And maybe explains why my notes disappeared so completely, 'cos they were trying to tell me I'd screwed up!) It's interesting you mention that your situation is complex, because like Novena's, this reading is also complex. The interpretation I just gave is a long one, but it really only scratches the surface of potential interpretations.
) and I'm rather anxiety ridden at the moment. I'll catch up with all correspondence later on today when I can think straight.
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